insomnia provides rampant thoughts
Journal Entry: Tue Nov 6, 2007, 1:21 AM
Sometimes you see an old face, remember an old memory that tinge of sadness attached to that memory may have jagged edges to prod and puncture the skin reopen old wounds and cause the listless night to draw to an unsatisfactory end. The curiousity of the cool night air nothing more than a discomfort and yet even in the most perfect sunny days the sky appears to be grey. To bare a smile that brings tears with it, are you happy or sad? do you lose yourself in the past or in the future or do you simply live for the moment? Do you wait for death? Waking every day, more melancholic than the last, impatience quickly settling and fermenting within your tampered soul? The truth is an onion. Every layer bringing a new understanding of life and more often than naught bringing a new unhappiness with it. Truth may be perception and that perception for me is a greater sense of discontentment. I notice though my eyes seem wiser they also seem duller and to hear one call me an untapped intellectual was oddly intoxicating and humorous all at once. There has to be meaning to these long hours awake left only with the echo of my own voice in my head whispering things I would rather have left unsaid. Precarious mind so full of restricted emotions ranging from pain to melancholy to anger to discontentment to hopelessness. What hides behind my flesh is ashen bones and weakened organs decaying slowly into nothingness as the clouds cover the sky and the stars fall to symbolize the one forgotten and lost for eternity
- Listening to: my thoughts
- Reading: nothing
- Watching: nothing
- Playing: nothing
- Eating: nothing
- Drinking: nothing
Devious Comments
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A love divine to call my own, my precious gift from the Lord reigning between space and time and thought, watch as the happiness takes the reigns of our lives, leading us together in beautiful ways
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"I do not feel obliged to believe that the same God who has endowed us with sense, reason, and intellect has intended us to forego their use."
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*Insert Witty &/Or Sensible Signature Here*
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No ones perfect. Well... there was this one guy.. But we killed him.
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If rabbits feet are so damn lucky, then what ever happened to the rabbit?
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"nothing good comes out of hanging with normal people"
-kat
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"Brother, you can believe in stones, as long as you don't throw them at me" -Wafu Sultan
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I am beautiful for the one who loves me.
x x
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its raining, he's got no umbrella
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This world is full of beauty both savage and delicate. It's alluring and detestful at the same time. I hate this life but I love the beauty it gives me. As long as I find beauty in everything surviving is an insatiable craving
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This world is full of beauty both savage and delicate. It's alluring and detestful at the same time. I hate this life but I love the beauty it gives me. As long as I find beauty in everything surviving is an insatiable craving
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Humanity is too imperfect to populate a perfect world.
Reality is an assumption we create inside ourselves.
A universe can be born, occupying an instant and then disappear the second we take the time to look for it.
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life sux party naked!!
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A woman is sitting in her old, shuttered house.
She knows that she is alone in the whole world; every other thing is dead.
The doorbell rings.
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Ok This Is The Sex Bunny
If You Recieve This Bunny
That Means Your Fuckin Sexy
If You Get This Back
That Means Your Even Sexier
Pass This Bunny On To 10
Of Your Friends, If You Fail
You Will Be Cursed With
10 Years Of Bad Sex-HaHa
HAVE FUN!!!
Ya got the sex bunny CONGRATS!
I guess I am supposed to give this to 10 people?
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"And when he shall die, take him and cut him out into little stars. And he will make the face of heaven so fine, that all the world shall fall in love with night, and pay no worship to the garish sun."
William Shakespeare
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"And when he shall die, take him and cut him out into little stars. And he will make the face of heaven so fine, that all the world shall fall in love with night, and pay no worship to the garish sun."
William Shakespeare
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"And when he shall die, take him and cut him out into little stars. And he will make the face of heaven so fine, that all the world shall fall in love with night, and pay no worship to the garish sun."
William Shakespeare
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"Just because no one understands you, doesn't mean you're an artist."
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A love divine to call my own, my precious gift from the Lord reigning between space and time and thought, watch as the happiness takes the reigns of our lives, leading us together in beautiful ways
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