Middle of the night
No light to guide my eyes
my body stirs and I feel the cold beside me where you once were
everyone feels this pain sometime
but this is mine and it's so hard to breathe
I thought I let you go but the walls keep reminding me
a ghostly perfume of memories to show me what I lost
Climb from the bed where we once slept and walk through the rooms of the past
All the white pills in the world couldn't kill you off from me
all the tears I've shed aren't enough to satiate my pain

I can't change whats been done
I can't let go of this blade
no ones waiting on the other side
no words to sway me
no breeze to chill me
no light to guide me
I can't find my way
everything is blurry
black and white
loving lies

I didn't think you'd walk away from me
I gave you my all
But you're above it all
recession and retreat
back inside of me
a mocking laughter to taunt
a nightmare that never stops
reality is a hammer
chipping away whats false
it shattered my delusions into a thousand shards of glass
cut after cut as it falls each wound deeper than the first
You delivered my fear for a second helping
and didnt even leave a bandage to help me heal
when next the sun rises my eyes will still see darkness